I have heard this saying before in my life and I never really understood it. Maybe that is because I think every road leads to something bigger and better.
I would like to think that roads may twist and turn, but each road is an adventure that can lead to amazing and wonderful things.
In life I have traveled down many paths and many roads. Some were successful, some not so much.
I figure that destiny will lead me down the path I am supposed to be on. This may be because I avoided another road. I am good at avoiding roads. If it is too challenging or complicated, I have been known to avoid it. I am not a fan of confrontation or causing myself to face adversity.
I’m currently faced with a number of conundrums in life. My career, relationships and just life problems. I am looking down a number of paths and each one has countless possibilities. Which one will hurt the least amount of people? Which paths effect the least amount of people?
I would like to think of life as simple, but this thing called emotions is shattering me physically, mentally and emotionally. I keep taking the road of helping others, but right now I need that shoulder to cry on. Messy crying. Lots of wine.
Learning to be alone. It’s not easy. It’s a path that I knew I was going to go down eventually, still not ready for it. It hurts.
Since every road has a different path, and I guarantee none of them are straight, I am finding out that I have some books to read, creativity to use and hobbies I need to start.
Which road? Where will I end up?
Only getting out of my head and letting time pass will tell.